Dear Diary,
I'm not sure what I should write, but i feel I shouldn't abandon you and you should be filled with sad stories, funny jokes, romantic poems; something that'll keep you and me busy!
Well, I guess I could tell you that I haven't made any new friends yet. I feel sort of alone like my horoscope said I would be. I guess it's because none fo my friends call me because it's long distance, and if they do call we only talk for a little bit and it's usually a boring conversation. Serena has been calling me lately. She keeps inviting me to meet her in Saint Cloud for lunch or something. Serena's starting to become boring though, I don't know what it is, but I've lost interest. Our phone conversations are the examples of the "boring" conversations I told you about. Aslo I believe I"m feeling lonely because I have no one to "hang out" with here. I guess I would if I had more guts to talk to people!! I like when people make the fierst move. I pray to God at night if he'lll do me a favor and have a girl or two ask me if I want to come over to their house or something, but so far it looks as if God doesn't want to answer my prayers. I wish he would, I'm getting sick of loneliness!
Love,
Lonely and Bored Gamache
:( Me right :)Me totally wrong
P.S. Helllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllpppp!
Saturday, January 22, 2005
5/16/98 Saturday 8:31 am
Dear Diary,
Sorry I didn't finish the entry last night. We got here pretty late (I'll explain later).
After Math, I put all my books on my desk and ran to get my instrument. In the band room Hilary was lauging hysterically. when she snuck up behind me, she scared the heck out of me! HIlary walked up to me and asked me if I liked Karl (who knew?). I said I didn't, but then she asked me if I liked Eric Hall (WHAT?). I said "No" to that one too, AND I DON'T. Hilary said they were going to ask me out! I ignored this, but weird things started that soon made Hilary's words seem true.
Serena was laughing just like HIlary was before. She called my name and I ran over. She said, "Guess what Karl and Eric like you, this is why..." ( I don't remember why, but Serena had them write it on a piece of paper.)
Nikki laughed at me when she heard this. On the piece of paper they put their names, phone #, why they like me, and the question-"Will you go out with Karl, Eric, or neither. Circle one." I circled neither.
Serena told me if I saw either of them I shouldn't tell them my answer, because she wanted to call them and tell them "No". Serena told me she'd call me and tell me if she could come over to my house. We never finished our project and it's due on Monday.
When I got home Serena called and said she had just called Karl and he siad he didn't care anymore (yeah right, I probably broke his heart). She said she called Eric too, but he wasn't home, and wouldn't be home 'til Sunday afternoon. So I'm sitting here worrying about what he's gonna do (what their gonna do), and what's gonna happen, all weekend.
Serena also siad she couldn't come over to my hourse that day, but maybe the next day.
Grandma, who never showed, was supposed to watch me this weekend. I had to go to the lake and spend the weekend with Sammy, Kala, and Joe (yea). Help me!
Love,
Nicolette G.
Sorry I didn't finish the entry last night. We got here pretty late (I'll explain later).
After Math, I put all my books on my desk and ran to get my instrument. In the band room Hilary was lauging hysterically. when she snuck up behind me, she scared the heck out of me! HIlary walked up to me and asked me if I liked Karl (who knew?). I said I didn't, but then she asked me if I liked Eric Hall (WHAT?). I said "No" to that one too, AND I DON'T. Hilary said they were going to ask me out! I ignored this, but weird things started that soon made Hilary's words seem true.
Serena was laughing just like HIlary was before. She called my name and I ran over. She said, "Guess what Karl and Eric like you, this is why..." ( I don't remember why, but Serena had them write it on a piece of paper.)
Nikki laughed at me when she heard this. On the piece of paper they put their names, phone #, why they like me, and the question-"Will you go out with Karl, Eric, or neither. Circle one." I circled neither.
Serena told me if I saw either of them I shouldn't tell them my answer, because she wanted to call them and tell them "No". Serena told me she'd call me and tell me if she could come over to my house. We never finished our project and it's due on Monday.
When I got home Serena called and said she had just called Karl and he siad he didn't care anymore (yeah right, I probably broke his heart). She said she called Eric too, but he wasn't home, and wouldn't be home 'til Sunday afternoon. So I'm sitting here worrying about what he's gonna do (what their gonna do), and what's gonna happen, all weekend.
Serena also siad she couldn't come over to my hourse that day, but maybe the next day.
Grandma, who never showed, was supposed to watch me this weekend. I had to go to the lake and spend the weekend with Sammy, Kala, and Joe (yea). Help me!
Love,
Nicolette G.
6/16/98 Tuesday 9:36 p.m.
Dear Diary,
On May 23, 1998 we moven to Eden Valley, MN. Serena slept over on the 22nd and helped us move. Serena was really pushy thoughband she was a big party poopy at my B-Day party!! I guess it was because Noel was there and she probably thought she was taking me away to be her friend or something. I was just being a good host by giving equal attention to my other guests, Cassi and Noel. My mom said only three people because of the stress with moving and all. And plus she was with me like all day long on Friday, the 22nd, and she slept over at my house, AND she was with me the whole following day, AND she went to the store with us and picked my other guests up, AND she slept over that night too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At 5:00, 4:59 actually, we met Cassi and Noel at my old house (apartment, yuck). At my party we played strip poker, we danced and sang to music, we opened presents(I did), and we played Where Were You on the Night of the Murder! When we played that Serena lay under the table all night. At late night we played Truth/Dare. Cassi kept daring everybody to get naked, but wouldn't do it herself. Escpeciall when we played strip poker.
I had a great month with a lot of ups and downs especially with Noel and Serena with me on the ride.
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
P.S. I'm going to miss my friends, long lost lovers, the dweebs, teachers, the "Populars", Abby's group, and everybody else who is now far from me and my life, oh, and may I lead a happy life, and make many, many new friends!! I'll miss you all!!
On May 23, 1998 we moven to Eden Valley, MN. Serena slept over on the 22nd and helped us move. Serena was really pushy thoughband she was a big party poopy at my B-Day party!! I guess it was because Noel was there and she probably thought she was taking me away to be her friend or something. I was just being a good host by giving equal attention to my other guests, Cassi and Noel. My mom said only three people because of the stress with moving and all. And plus she was with me like all day long on Friday, the 22nd, and she slept over at my house, AND she was with me the whole following day, AND she went to the store with us and picked my other guests up, AND she slept over that night too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At 5:00, 4:59 actually, we met Cassi and Noel at my old house (apartment, yuck). At my party we played strip poker, we danced and sang to music, we opened presents(I did), and we played Where Were You on the Night of the Murder! When we played that Serena lay under the table all night. At late night we played Truth/Dare. Cassi kept daring everybody to get naked, but wouldn't do it herself. Escpeciall when we played strip poker.
I had a great month with a lot of ups and downs especially with Noel and Serena with me on the ride.
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
P.S. I'm going to miss my friends, long lost lovers, the dweebs, teachers, the "Populars", Abby's group, and everybody else who is now far from me and my life, oh, and may I lead a happy life, and make many, many new friends!! I'll miss you all!!
6/15/98 Monday 9:33 pm
Dear Diary,
I know I should have been writing in here past month, especially with us moving(May 23), my b-day(May22), my last day of school(May 22), my b-day party(May 23), Talahi's last day of school (June 4)-alson known as GRADUATION!
Well, my birthday/last day of school was so cool! I was full of confidence, power, and embarrasement. Every where I went Nikki and Noel made this day totally public! They wrote in huge bubble letters on chalk boards-"Bye Nicolete! We'll miss you. Have a happy 12th birthday!", and my locker they'd put a sign saying the same thing, but including-"Sign Here". I didn't argue though, I wanted to receive all the attention, but the only attention I got was people asking me if it was true that I was moving and where.
Continued...(Don't forget!)
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
I know I should have been writing in here past month, especially with us moving(May 23), my b-day(May22), my last day of school(May 22), my b-day party(May 23), Talahi's last day of school (June 4)-alson known as GRADUATION!
Well, my birthday/last day of school was so cool! I was full of confidence, power, and embarrasement. Every where I went Nikki and Noel made this day totally public! They wrote in huge bubble letters on chalk boards-"Bye Nicolete! We'll miss you. Have a happy 12th birthday!", and my locker they'd put a sign saying the same thing, but including-"Sign Here". I didn't argue though, I wanted to receive all the attention, but the only attention I got was people asking me if it was true that I was moving and where.
Continued...(Don't forget!)
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
Friday, January 21, 2005
5/15/98 Friday 8:27 pm
Dear Diary,
Today was the most horrible day ever! It was going great until math, well after math actually.
Today was the most horrible day ever! It was going great until math, well after math actually.
5/13/98 Wednesday 8:32 pm
Dear Diary,
Today during recess, Serena dragged me to the kickball field, but I screamed the whole way. She said she only dragged me there because if I was there, Karl would of let her play. Yeah Right! Nikki, Ashley, & Brittany got to play.
Anyways Serena came over today. We worked on homework, and then we went outside with the phone. And we called Jon Tschida to tell him that Noel was wondering if Jon would go out with her. Which Noel would never say, but Serena asked anyways. He said, "No, are you serious?" So she asked him if he would go out with her, and he said, "Are you sure?" "Yeah!" "Ok, I don't care." Then when Serena hung up the phone, she went crazy and just screamed and screamed. Tomorrow she said that when Jon tells all his friends, she is just going to laugh and laugh right in his face. I can't wait to find out what happens.
I hope Noel is back! I want to ask her some stuff about Tuesday, and Karl, and all that junk.
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
Today during recess, Serena dragged me to the kickball field, but I screamed the whole way. She said she only dragged me there because if I was there, Karl would of let her play. Yeah Right! Nikki, Ashley, & Brittany got to play.
Anyways Serena came over today. We worked on homework, and then we went outside with the phone. And we called Jon Tschida to tell him that Noel was wondering if Jon would go out with her. Which Noel would never say, but Serena asked anyways. He said, "No, are you serious?" So she asked him if he would go out with her, and he said, "Are you sure?" "Yeah!" "Ok, I don't care." Then when Serena hung up the phone, she went crazy and just screamed and screamed. Tomorrow she said that when Jon tells all his friends, she is just going to laugh and laugh right in his face. I can't wait to find out what happens.
I hope Noel is back! I want to ask her some stuff about Tuesday, and Karl, and all that junk.
Love,
Nicolette Gamache
5/12/98 Tuesday 3:57 pm
Dear Diary,
I'm so comfused. I feel like such a baby! Today was the end of the month party, and we got to go bowling. Noel was sick so she didn't get to go. Anyways, Serena, Nikki, Jenny, Sarah H., and I were on a team. The team next to us contained Eric Hall, James Powers, Karl, Chris, and Russel. We were joking around with them, and even made a bet with 'em, "We can beat you points and all!" The whole time they were ahead by two sets, but were on the same person.
Well as the minutes went by and the bowlers bowled and right out of the clear blue, Eric asked me out... for Karl!!! Karl doesn't even know so I don't really think he likes me but, the boys keep asking Karl if he does like me and then they say, "See see, we told you, LOOK!"
Serena thinks I should but then again she flirts alot, isn't shy around boys, and would say yes to anyone who asked her. Nikki to my surprise said she would. She said she agrees that Karl doesn't know me and why'd he'd ask me, but she says, Karl is really nice. Serena said the same thing, but had her own opinion. She said Karl just wants to go out with me because I'm pretty and big breasted like all the other girls he dated. Nikki thinks he want to go out with me because I'm nice. I don't know, once again I think it's just a big hoax! Ashley Curtis said she would have said no like me. Thank goodness!
Serena just called, and said she thinks Karl really does like me, because she heard Karl asking Eric if he would ask me out for him. But if Serena heard him say that, why didn't she tell me!? And especially if it was right before bowling that she heard it.
I don't know, it's really scary! My horoscope said that I should wait for the person who is right for me, but WHO IS IT, AND WHEN WILL HE COME??!! Another horoscope says I'll become popular because of some school event that I'll take part of in the middle of May. Serena said that going out with Karl is it. I don't think so, it's only the 2nd week.
What should I do?! It's all so confusing! I think I did the right thing by saying no. What if I didn't? I mean, I don't even like Karl! I don't know hardly anything about him. My mom would freak if I said yes. She has a very strong opinion on dating underage. I REALLY HATE ADOLESCENCE!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely,
Confusingly in love
I'm so comfused. I feel like such a baby! Today was the end of the month party, and we got to go bowling. Noel was sick so she didn't get to go. Anyways, Serena, Nikki, Jenny, Sarah H., and I were on a team. The team next to us contained Eric Hall, James Powers, Karl, Chris, and Russel. We were joking around with them, and even made a bet with 'em, "We can beat you points and all!" The whole time they were ahead by two sets, but were on the same person.
Well as the minutes went by and the bowlers bowled and right out of the clear blue, Eric asked me out... for Karl!!! Karl doesn't even know so I don't really think he likes me but, the boys keep asking Karl if he does like me and then they say, "See see, we told you, LOOK!"
Serena thinks I should but then again she flirts alot, isn't shy around boys, and would say yes to anyone who asked her. Nikki to my surprise said she would. She said she agrees that Karl doesn't know me and why'd he'd ask me, but she says, Karl is really nice. Serena said the same thing, but had her own opinion. She said Karl just wants to go out with me because I'm pretty and big breasted like all the other girls he dated. Nikki thinks he want to go out with me because I'm nice. I don't know, once again I think it's just a big hoax! Ashley Curtis said she would have said no like me. Thank goodness!
Serena just called, and said she thinks Karl really does like me, because she heard Karl asking Eric if he would ask me out for him. But if Serena heard him say that, why didn't she tell me!? And especially if it was right before bowling that she heard it.
I don't know, it's really scary! My horoscope said that I should wait for the person who is right for me, but WHO IS IT, AND WHEN WILL HE COME??!! Another horoscope says I'll become popular because of some school event that I'll take part of in the middle of May. Serena said that going out with Karl is it. I don't think so, it's only the 2nd week.
What should I do?! It's all so confusing! I think I did the right thing by saying no. What if I didn't? I mean, I don't even like Karl! I don't know hardly anything about him. My mom would freak if I said yes. She has a very strong opinion on dating underage. I REALLY HATE ADOLESCENCE!!!!!!!!!!
Sincerely,
Confusingly in love
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